That's how I feel right now.
So much so that I wasn't even sure I should bother to write this post.
I wasn't sure I could make it coherent.
It has been a LONG year.
Even though there are only two days left, I'm just DONE.
That bothers me...That my job is such that I would be done before I'm done.
Truly, I have so many good things going on right now.
- Exciting plans for the weekend
- A trip to Disney at the end of the month
- Things are going swimmingly with Lawn Boy
- A whole summer ahead of me
But if you were to ask me how I was feeling, those are not the things I would tell you.
Instead I would tell you how tired I am... Overwhelmed... How I still have to pack up my whole classroom...How I'm worried about not having any employment lined up for the summer... How the stress has made me gain weight in the last month and a half... How I never got my children signed up for the summer camps they wanted to go to...How long this year has been.
I'm focusing on the negative.
And that is just the WRONG attitude to have.
Yet I have not been able to flip my perspective.
My glass, this week, is half-empty.